VRRoooooommmmmmmmmmm
ok so its just a car....even if its like 210,000 dollars..its just a car......
Until you sit your ass it in...then it is a little something more.....its a tool, a machine, a symbol, a lifestyle, a magnet, a flashing neon sign that says 'look at me'. it makes you wanna be an exhibitionist, it makes you want to be seen but of course not acknowledge it at all, it wants to have its picture taken, it wants you want to have sex on it, at every angle, the doors, the roof the back engine..and it just makes you want it too...all of it. it heightens every little vessel and morsel inside of you...and every excitement button inside of you that can be pushed ..is!
you feel sexy in that car, you feel like all eyes are on you..even though you know its the car making it happen though you do look good too but not like the car good. but it elevates your cockiness, you feel it, you know it...and so does every guy who gets one of these...cuz there are very few women who could not be talked into that machine.
i of course did not have to be talked, i walked up to his desk and just stood there looking at him and he knew what i wanted.....even if its only a car.
He went to go get her and told me to be outside in front of the building at the exact moment she would arrive..this was on Thursday and i got a 15 minute ride..like i do for most of his cars... he texted me and thanked me for my enthusiam and asked if i wanted to go for a proper ride on Friday? proper? hmmm, what does that mean!? , well let me see if i can fit it into my schedule..oh yes i can.. Great he texts and says for me to wear a shorter skirt...i was in pants, that was funny..i texted him -'i will even wear fishnets' and i did wear them..both!
The next day my co-worker asked me if i really planned to go for a little ride.... i stopped what i was doing, turned slowly and looked at her dead serious..and said...'do you realize....(long pause for effect).....that Dead is Forever?' and i went back to what i was doing. she walked away.
at 4:30 sharp he picked me up ....but this time he made me walk to toward the car...smart guy! he wanted to see the legs and the stockings.
i walked around in front of the car and opened the door and slid into the bucket seat that scoped me up and fit my ass perfectly. We cruised for hours...the highways, the surfaces streets, the service drives chatting the whole time mostly about the car, we stopped at Tb and got tickets...we did Royal Oak and then meandered back downtown...and then he took us over the southwest side so he could open her up for me...cuz he knew that is what i had been waiting for!
He found a dead end and then asked if i was ready...i did not know what we were there for until That very second, and i was very ready..and i felt the anticipation in my body instantly...as i relaxed into the seat for the ride. Getting to over 100mph in less than 7 seconds....pulsed something deep inside of me that had never pulsed before. i grew vibrant and alive and wanted to test it faster and faster...more more! i made him do it three more times!! and that wasn't even enough. i was lit...i was charged....but its only a car.
she purrs and ohh i like purring, and she revs like nothing else...to hear the engine noises bounce off the buildings and back at me as we sped past was so fucking hot..if i had not been with a co-worker..i would have been out of control peeked.
Afterwards..we went to the casino got valet then went in for coffee (stars fucks) and we chatted...he knows what its like to have a pretty girl on his arm even we had no special service.. not like at the Greek town casino when all the valet were drooling the day before on our little ride. so we finished our drinks and went out to wait for her...this time you could tell the valet, a young boy, was very excited to have his ass in that car. he told me 'i'll get your door mamm" any other time i would have told someone to not call me mam but this time i whispered to him '...so... what was it like?' he stayed very calm but he gave me a grin so big that i felt his goose bumps on My body
me on the other hand i had not bothered to stay calm, why bother...when he reached a 100 for the 4th time i just started to scream and laugh my ass off at the thrill of it. another reason guys like this caliber of car...because of what it does to women, it is foreplay, it is an erection, the fucking logo is a symbol for wild hot unabashed sex...and in the right situation...with the right person...hell yea! i would have dug to check that off of my 'i did that' list!
now most times i do not like when i am not the one in control of speed but i didn't care for one second (all 28 of them) if i would have died..i was that into the moment and flying high and soo wound up.... from Just a car.
Sunday, December 28, 2008
also wrote Oct 14, 2008-- i think i need a double
pulling a few posts from LJ and putting them here cuz i keep LJ locked to private viewers...
i think i need a double
like i am soo busy..with all fun stuff mind..but i cant seem to keep up..or maybe its that i wanna do more fun stuff.
Like last week like every day was filled with lunches...Tuesday i had lunch with someone...duh i cant remember who..or was that the crepe day..hmmm!! then i went to belmont that night cuz some little birdie was throwing rocks at my window...how can i say no to the belmont when it is less than 200 steps from my door...love ya peach!..then wendesday was just a nutty fun day.... lunch at a diner for a car, highschool buds bday..it don't matter the place its the company, and i have known him for oh my 20years..and he is divorced now so we can be friends again...god i Hate that kind of woman esp when they date and marry my friends! then to aerial after work..where i DID MY FIRST FLIP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!( it was soo dope!! I was sooo high!! then i met hummingbird for dinner at the jam for awesome talks...i am so glad we becoming friends! then her and i went to Sestoks art opening across the street for only a moment..but it added to the jammed packed day for sure
i am so glad i am good at multi-tasking...and even more glad that i am now just multi-tasking for ME...all my energy is back for ME ..and i really like ME so this is working out soo well! i am puttin all my time into things for me and about me..call me greedy..uh no!!
as peachy puts it..."she is taking the season off!!" and glad i am.. hehee so i can do things lunch with shelly, get rides in lambos and have dinner with curly..all last thursday, and get the bonus of getting to see bugz and cyfar. it took us forever to have that dinner..i asked him if he wanted me to smuggle in food to the hospital when he had those lung issues..thats how long we have been trying. it was nice to finally meet and hang out and chat alone.
Friday was a great day too. i got to see my very pregnant friend maria from my DIA days ( i sort of miss them ) and we had lunch at the New sushi place just north of the DIA called Wasabi!! (go for lunch!!) it was awesome and talking to her is always good..she is all boobs, that baby dun blew her boobies up! and i told her and she got all red! she is a Real librarian i just pretend to be...so i know i freak her out!
then i got that fab ride in the lambo (see past entry)...oh and i have been speeding like a demon ever since...soo not good that mimi can reach 100 so easily! I chilled Friday night..i so don't get fomo very easily..so i really like to chill at home after a busy week ..i am thinking of doing either Friday mini dinners or Sunday brunches again!! i miss doing that.
Saturday was a good day too....i was cleaning then peachy came over to give me the dress for that evenings ball i was attending. and she brought over a six pack..and well since i will only be her apprentice for like what 3 weeks left...(oh my) i had to drink with her..so we chilled on my patio and talked for hours... i am really gonna miss that girl. I have really grown to care about her and i am so glad we are friends. and its a measure of who we are that we are i think. and now we have soo much to 'talk' about its even more fun...muhahah..of the evil plans we can aspire to conjure up..if only we were evil girls!! hahaha...gonna miss playing with her!! she left, i had a buzz i got ready for the ball!
now i took the ball gown (she wore it Liberte..gorgeous..she got it from hali) but i took another black cocktail dress just in case and glad i did ..cuz NO one was in ball gowns! grrrr and i am glad i took both cuz she would kill me if ruined that dress. so the ball was a german ball and it was a jager ball....no not as in meister but as in hunter..and we ate buffalo!! mmm
go hunters! and i drank barenjager for the second time ever...first time was during my first post as a Temple Guardian this year and boy did it help late at night warm the vessel... its a German honey-flavoured liqueur based on vodka..ie... bliss!! getting a bottle for Tb i think..and fillin my boobs!
i missed the pix and peachy party though... grrr ok small amount of fomo. butsunday morning...7am...real tough and it comes early! but i got to fly again!! and shawn recorded it! I adore her..we really encourage each other to work hard and get those damn silks conquered! she has helped talk me through some shit 14 feet in the air! and micha...well we are so eloping! i took pix of people and will be making a capzle of it so we can all see our selves fly!
OH and then i had a fab tapas lunch with a buddy from college like 18 years ago...at my place..he brought my favorite Hungarian wine and didn't even know! and some great cheeses...we have been trying to do this for like 10 years..no shit so now our circle are looping again due to me visiting some old stompin grounds and having a fucking great time doing it..amazing how big and small D-troit is at the same time that i can go about 3 years since grad school and never see my art friends..well no more of that blinders off! i saw him last weekend at the Pioneer opening and that was SO fun..i took jewls and i saw like 10 people i have seen since my gallery day it was like old home week...and it felt good to be back! i was so burnt when i left that world..it ate me up as did grad school and taking care of my aunt that i needed to get away from all of it for a while! so after that fab 4 hour brunch of amazing conversation we plan to do it again next month! different cheeses different wine! oh and he got me on the guest list for the Damned Show! sweet!
So sunday after that i picked up Dj Mike Clark cuz peach asked if i would and took him to her party on Belle isle!! super fun...the train was there...hated to leave but OT was calling! worked til 2am..and boy having my Monday morning to myself ..damn that was nice..i got so much shit done..need to think about doing that twice a week in the winter!! but going to afternoons after that made me tired by 12am..and i had to leave the Belmont where nick and were playing pool but today i was bright eyed by 7am..takes me one day to adjust..
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i think i need a double
like i am soo busy..with all fun stuff mind..but i cant seem to keep up..or maybe its that i wanna do more fun stuff.
Like last week like every day was filled with lunches...Tuesday i had lunch with someone...duh i cant remember who..or was that the crepe day..hmmm!! then i went to belmont that night cuz some little birdie was throwing rocks at my window...how can i say no to the belmont when it is less than 200 steps from my door...love ya peach!..then wendesday was just a nutty fun day.... lunch at a diner for a car, highschool buds bday..it don't matter the place its the company, and i have known him for oh my 20years..and he is divorced now so we can be friends again...god i Hate that kind of woman esp when they date and marry my friends! then to aerial after work..where i DID MY FIRST FLIP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!( it was soo dope!! I was sooo high!! then i met hummingbird for dinner at the jam for awesome talks...i am so glad we becoming friends! then her and i went to Sestoks art opening across the street for only a moment..but it added to the jammed packed day for sure
i am so glad i am good at multi-tasking...and even more glad that i am now just multi-tasking for ME...all my energy is back for ME ..and i really like ME so this is working out soo well! i am puttin all my time into things for me and about me..call me greedy..uh no!!
as peachy puts it..."she is taking the season off!!" and glad i am.. hehee so i can do things lunch with shelly, get rides in lambos and have dinner with curly..all last thursday, and get the bonus of getting to see bugz and cyfar. it took us forever to have that dinner..i asked him if he wanted me to smuggle in food to the hospital when he had those lung issues..thats how long we have been trying. it was nice to finally meet and hang out and chat alone.
Friday was a great day too. i got to see my very pregnant friend maria from my DIA days ( i sort of miss them ) and we had lunch at the New sushi place just north of the DIA called Wasabi!! (go for lunch!!) it was awesome and talking to her is always good..she is all boobs, that baby dun blew her boobies up! and i told her and she got all red! she is a Real librarian i just pretend to be...so i know i freak her out!
then i got that fab ride in the lambo (see past entry)...oh and i have been speeding like a demon ever since...soo not good that mimi can reach 100 so easily! I chilled Friday night..i so don't get fomo very easily..so i really like to chill at home after a busy week ..i am thinking of doing either Friday mini dinners or Sunday brunches again!! i miss doing that.
Saturday was a good day too....i was cleaning then peachy came over to give me the dress for that evenings ball i was attending. and she brought over a six pack..and well since i will only be her apprentice for like what 3 weeks left...(oh my) i had to drink with her..so we chilled on my patio and talked for hours... i am really gonna miss that girl. I have really grown to care about her and i am so glad we are friends. and its a measure of who we are that we are i think. and now we have soo much to 'talk' about its even more fun...muhahah..of the evil plans we can aspire to conjure up..if only we were evil girls!! hahaha...gonna miss playing with her!! she left, i had a buzz i got ready for the ball!
now i took the ball gown (she wore it Liberte..gorgeous..she got it from hali) but i took another black cocktail dress just in case and glad i did ..cuz NO one was in ball gowns! grrrr and i am glad i took both cuz she would kill me if ruined that dress. so the ball was a german ball and it was a jager ball....no not as in meister but as in hunter..and we ate buffalo!! mmm
go hunters! and i drank barenjager for the second time ever...first time was during my first post as a Temple Guardian this year and boy did it help late at night warm the vessel... its a German honey-flavoured liqueur based on vodka..ie... bliss!! getting a bottle for Tb i think..and fillin my boobs!
i missed the pix and peachy party though... grrr ok small amount of fomo. butsunday morning...7am...real tough and it comes early! but i got to fly again!! and shawn recorded it! I adore her..we really encourage each other to work hard and get those damn silks conquered! she has helped talk me through some shit 14 feet in the air! and micha...well we are so eloping! i took pix of people and will be making a capzle of it so we can all see our selves fly!
OH and then i had a fab tapas lunch with a buddy from college like 18 years ago...at my place..he brought my favorite Hungarian wine and didn't even know! and some great cheeses...we have been trying to do this for like 10 years..no shit so now our circle are looping again due to me visiting some old stompin grounds and having a fucking great time doing it..amazing how big and small D-troit is at the same time that i can go about 3 years since grad school and never see my art friends..well no more of that blinders off! i saw him last weekend at the Pioneer opening and that was SO fun..i took jewls and i saw like 10 people i have seen since my gallery day it was like old home week...and it felt good to be back! i was so burnt when i left that world..it ate me up as did grad school and taking care of my aunt that i needed to get away from all of it for a while! so after that fab 4 hour brunch of amazing conversation we plan to do it again next month! different cheeses different wine! oh and he got me on the guest list for the Damned Show! sweet!
So sunday after that i picked up Dj Mike Clark cuz peach asked if i would and took him to her party on Belle isle!! super fun...the train was there...hated to leave but OT was calling! worked til 2am..and boy having my Monday morning to myself ..damn that was nice..i got so much shit done..need to think about doing that twice a week in the winter!! but going to afternoons after that made me tired by 12am..and i had to leave the Belmont where nick and were playing pool but today i was bright eyed by 7am..takes me one day to adjust..
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wrote Oct 14, 2008...
bursting at every seem!!!
i love ......i love that i am sooo far out of the clouds (i was so far in the dark ones this past year) ..or should i say in them now(but they are all white and light and fluffy)...i am so glad that it all worked out (!) and that i am better and stronger and happier...but mostly that i feel LOVE again.. i just got all teared by that but i Mean it.... i was full of it before (oh god was i but it was new and i didn't know what to expect so i leap with out any consideration..do i regret it..i did for a bit..but i don't any longer) ...and now i feel it like i never have...and due to so many amazing people from my past and from my present and from my right NOW!!
oh how i wish i could just scream...most the times i just have to swirl the energy back inside or just push it out as hard as i can...which means i am usually running or jumping or squirming or shaking to move it in and through and out and beyond...and if you know me ..you have probably seen me do this...and wondered what the hell i was doing...well that was it!.
i have heard people comment on it or how i act and i am out of control but in a good way...and its at those moments that i am bursting..BURSTING ..and i cant talk fast enough to explain it to them or if i tried they would not get it anyways....some grin like they do and god i hope they do..and if i get an ounce of them getting it i usually grab them and hug them so i can get and give from them right then and there. or they would just like at me like i am crazy and that is usually when i run away to share the burst with as many as i can cuz i know i am overwhelming and tapping that person....or scaring the living day lights of them!! doe that makes since to you...
sure it looks like i am on hard drugs at those moments but you know what...there is NOT a drug on this planet that has ever or will ever match these moments ..can you tell i am having one and trying to put it to words so i can capture it and get it out there...ahahahah...for they are complete joy and bliss!! god i just wish i could bring all the people i love along for the trip too!!
tell me, explain to me..if this happens to you WHAT does it feel like for you..i wanna know i wanna share... i wanna bask together!! ahahah i so need to go outside and scream!!
i love ......i love that i am sooo far out of the clouds (i was so far in the dark ones this past year) ..or should i say in them now(but they are all white and light and fluffy)...i am so glad that it all worked out (!) and that i am better and stronger and happier...but mostly that i feel LOVE again.. i just got all teared by that but i Mean it.... i was full of it before (oh god was i but it was new and i didn't know what to expect so i leap with out any consideration..do i regret it..i did for a bit..but i don't any longer) ...and now i feel it like i never have...and due to so many amazing people from my past and from my present and from my right NOW!!
oh how i wish i could just scream...most the times i just have to swirl the energy back inside or just push it out as hard as i can...which means i am usually running or jumping or squirming or shaking to move it in and through and out and beyond...and if you know me ..you have probably seen me do this...and wondered what the hell i was doing...well that was it!.
i have heard people comment on it or how i act and i am out of control but in a good way...and its at those moments that i am bursting..BURSTING ..and i cant talk fast enough to explain it to them or if i tried they would not get it anyways....some grin like they do and god i hope they do..and if i get an ounce of them getting it i usually grab them and hug them so i can get and give from them right then and there. or they would just like at me like i am crazy and that is usually when i run away to share the burst with as many as i can cuz i know i am overwhelming and tapping that person....or scaring the living day lights of them!! doe that makes since to you...
sure it looks like i am on hard drugs at those moments but you know what...there is NOT a drug on this planet that has ever or will ever match these moments ..can you tell i am having one and trying to put it to words so i can capture it and get it out there...ahahahah...for they are complete joy and bliss!! god i just wish i could bring all the people i love along for the trip too!!
tell me, explain to me..if this happens to you WHAT does it feel like for you..i wanna know i wanna share... i wanna bask together!! ahahah i so need to go outside and scream!!
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
obviously i have not used this site in some time..as i have no entries...no i had one posted..so the question is did it get Removed ...like the one from myspace did...? hmm i wonder or did i remove it..either way i guess it doesn't matter cuz i am so over that vent...and i have moved eons beyond!
not sure if i will use this often...trying to figure if i can attach blogs from livejournal here without having to cut and paste...why is that not an option...and if its not then damnit some write that application cuz i could i would.. oh to have them all connected would make it easier..or beg the question..why have so many?
not sure if i will use this often...trying to figure if i can attach blogs from livejournal here without having to cut and paste...why is that not an option...and if its not then damnit some write that application cuz i could i would.. oh to have them all connected would make it easier..or beg the question..why have so many?
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